Trying to restart.
Not sure where.
Not here. Bye.

syrupsex.

add it.

i'm so disillusioned.

why can't my girlfriend just like me for what i actually am lol. why do i love people who don't love who i actually am.

angst cry sob. please just stop telling me how kawaii everyone else is and how amazing they are. i know i'm not good enough for you or anyone. i'm not a good girlfriend and i'm not a good friend. you and my mom do a good job of reminding me...

i thought i got over this sexuality confusion in middle school.

I WANNA MAKE A COOL CHARACTER BLOG. WHO SHOULD I DO IT FOR.






in b4 china sam

because some of you guys don't have me on facebook. YEAH.

( 10 fics. )

Comment and I will comment back with a picture of the fictional character that most reminds me of you. Then post the same in your journal.






it'll be easy to guess who i'll put prolly. :'{

i'm so done with being disappointed. whatever.








i give up on this motherfucking cosplay too.

I KNOW THAT CORY'S DUMB BIRTHDAY IS ON FRIDAY I'M GOING ALL DECORA'D OUT FOR IT LJ SHUT UP.






mrs. fritsche you asshole i'm soprano 1 not soprano 2 i hate you woman...!!!11

JAM AND REA I KEEP DRAWING USUK OR AMERICANADA DURING MATH INSTEAD OF PAYING ATTENTION HELPHELPHELP.

also i got 37% on the into the wild test in english. imsokewl.

because sam was feeling sad lol.

( korea didn't really believe he made the pyramids. )

MOM SERIOUSLY SHUT THE FUCK UP JESUS LORD.

Anyhow. Erk. School. School is okay. Most of my teachers are pretty fab. It's definitely helping my confidence I think. I reeeeally like Schaller's class ehe... so far... it's a nice way to end my day, drawing calms me down and puts me in a good mood. I totally failed my first out of class reading but EH, otherwise I think I'll do good in Mrs. Torina's class. And my math teacher is... helpful. In his own way.

But holy craaaaap I feel so retarded in French. I forgot like, half of it. ;___; All my grammar knowledge is dead by now. Grgghh. I got torn apart in front of the whole class for a major grammar fuck. I miss French 1, it just seems to get harder and less and less personable as you go along... Mr. Serrano doesn't treat me like the class pet as much boo I miss it.

Mr. Suchecki is uh. Special. He's a nice guy and pretty funny but I have a feeling it's gonna be hard and that's so annoooooying. I enjoy history and I don't like it being hard! Mehh. Oh well.

Choir is choir. I'm gonna be pissed as hell if Mrs. Fritsche puts me in freaking Soprano 2. I can't sing low what the fuck. And none of the girls you picked for Sop 1 so far can sing high. What the hell are you on. Just because I sang one alto song (that i couldn't hit half the notes in) last year doesn't mean I'm ~*SOPRANO 2*~ FML.

And I have anatomy with Sam so you know it's fab. Plus Mrs. Gray already likes me so haha. But job shadowing is gonna be annoying and anatomy in general is hard. We'll see, idk.

Overall I'm sort of worried about the academic portion? It seems like we jumped from dumbass sophomore shit to complicated junior stuff really fast. But I think it felt like this sophomore year panicking about getting out of literally retarded freshman crap so... idk... I just really hope I can keep up... ):

Thank you for ruining the one thing I've been excited about in forever. Fuck you.





considering giving up everything i do related to hetalia to stop this fucking shit

WHINE COMPLAIN WHINE COMPLAIN hetalia sux.

- goes to upload new hetalia icons. -

i think there's honestly something wrong with me.

I think I'm that one character in the anime that only appears in a few episode to be a character's love interest and distract them from the canon pairing, and then whenever they see me after I've already got a new guy or whatever you know. Or that slut heartbreaker that goes after everyone.

...oh...

i change my userpics too much.

ok i lied i'm not really sleeping

U SUX UR RP SUX UR COSPLAY SUX HETARIA SUX UR PAIRINGS SUX JAPAN SUX PRUSSIA SUX AMERIKKO SUX GIRLS SUX DRAMA SUX 
U R SUCH AN ATTN HOR OMG!!!!!!11111



hey shut up i'm sleeping GRRRRRRRRR


eeeeee sleep oh how i have missed you for these past like... 48 hours... uuuu!!!!

yay i have a girlfriend!